Helga schneider biography of williams
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Biography & Autobiography. Nonfiction. HTML:Helga Schneider was four when her mother suddenly abandoned her family in Berlin in When she next saw her mother, thirty years later, she learned the shocking reason why. Her mother had joined the Nazi SS and had become a guard in the concentration camps, including Auschwitz, where she was in charge of a "correction" unit and responsible for untold acts of torture.Nearly thirty more years would pass before their second and final reunion, an show more emotional encounter in Vienna where her sjuk mother, then eighty-seven and unrepentant about her past, was living in a nursing home. Let Me Go is the extraordinary account of that meeting and of their conversation, which powerfully evokes the misery of obligation colliding with the inescapable horror of what her mother has done.
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Vienna, Tuesday, October 6, , in my hotel I'm seeing you again after twenty-seven years, Mother, and wondering whether in all that time you have understood how much damage you did to your children. I didn't sleep a wink last night. It's almost daylight now; I've opened the shutters. A smoky veil of light is brightening above the roofs of Vienna. I'm going to see you again today, Mother, but what will I feel? What can a daughter feel for a mother who refused to be a mother so that she could join Heinrich Himmler's evil organization? Respect? Only for your age-nothing else. And apart from that? It would be hard to say that I don't feel anything. You're my mother, after all. But I can't say it will be love. I can't love you, Mother. I'm in a state of agitation, and in spite of myself I'm thinking about our last meeting, in , when I saw you again for the first time in thirty years, and I shudder to remember my dismay upon discovering that you had been a member of the SS. And y
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The Bonfire of Berlin
The powerful and moving memoir of Helga Schneider’s abandonment by her parents and her terrifying childhood in wartime and post-war Berlin. Abandoned by her mother, who left to pursue a career as a camp guard at Auschwitz-Birkenau, loathed by her step-mother, cooped up in a cellar, starved, parched, lonely amidst the fetid crush of her neighbours, Helga Schneider endured the horrors of wartime Berlin. The Bonfire of Berlin is a searing account of her survival. The grinding misery of hunger, combined with the terror of air-raids, the absence of fresh water and the constant threat of death and disease served not to unite the tenants and neighbours of her apartment block but rather to intensify the minor irritations of communal life into flashpoints of rage and violence. And with Russian victory, the survivors could not look forward to a return to peacetime but rather to pillage and rape. It was only gradually that Schneider’s life returned to some kind of no